Thursday, December 03, 2009

I can't take it anymore...

why...

I'm feeling so fucking out of breath...

I can't breathe...

My mind's swirling...

I'm so affected...

Too damn affected...

Porcelain doll broke and fell to pieces...

After being mended again and again...

I desperately try and fix the pieces...

But...

Just can't fix it right anymore...

Not anymore...

no one bothers about me anymore right?

I'm so lost...

So saddened...

So tortured...

So dead...

Have I lost the will to live?

My answer is YES...

My Parents Divorcing...

HDB taking back the house as well?

Landlady is chasing me out...

Yeah...

Thanks...

I have no where to stay already...

I'm at my wits end...

I can't call out to anybody...

Even if I call out...

No one's there...

I can't think...

I have no support...

WHO CAN I TURN TO?

Practically no one...

Would somebody just stab me through my heart and end this miserable life I have...

Please...

SOMEONE FUCKING DISTRACT ME OR SOMETHING QUICK!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'LL DO ANYMORE...

I doubt anybody would happen to chance upon this post and read it...

but someone...

PLEASE...

WHY IS THERE PRACTICALLY NO ONE WHENEVER I NEED HELP...

MAYBE I'M MUCH BETTER OFF BEING DEAD...

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 9:45:00 pm__


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